hurrrhurrr!
another round of laughter :xx
jerald's calling in soon xD -
am on phone with sherman &gib -

:PP -

hoho . 13 more days to go .
then Riyae would be unbanned!
xDD



hurhur!

was so emo today .
saw so many sweet megas .
then i flooded BL saying nobody mega me , shag luh .
then mel went to buy cash &did this .



damn funny siol! so many typo :xxx -

ohkay la , im off to make another new blogskin luh narh -
tata!

yawnnnns .

am on phone with jerald , gibson &clement .
i love jerald &gib lots la!
hurhur xDD -
they're dam funny :PP -
especially jerald . kept making me laugh on the phone .
i was so emo la , then jerald &gib made me laugh xDD -

♥jerald&gib hurhur xDDD

clement is laughing like mad now .
the way he laugh is so funny la wah piang!
he laugh nia , he can make people laugh siol!

rooofl -

hurhur , been talking to them since around 1am + till now .
non stop laughter xDDD -
hahaha!!

ohkayys la . have nothing much to blog anyway .
oh &i got my riyae banned rofl .
fun eh f3 . someone hacked me siol .
my pretty close friend somemore .

hurr! blame myself for trusting the wrong people .

ohkay , anyway!
im a lil tired already .
so maybe i shall chat with them for a lil while more then im off to bed xD -

hurhurrrs :DD -

Nights all!

went out with hongster &marmie today .
went J8 support Fathin &she got into the finals :DD -
then went to PS meet marmie &ate pastamania .
hongster ki siao today , cried so much -

then we went back bunk ,
met bibi . chat a lil , slack around bunk .
then went home with hongster .

talked about the love of our life lols -
2 years promise . i'll wait &i'll only love him .

alrights , continue tml .
im tired -

nights nights :D

Tag replies -

Gerald ; haas , added to list (:
pohhlernn ; thanks marmie :DD -
♥hazel ; (: thanks hongster . ILYT -

felt better after chatting a lil with sher &xorxor in maple . lols -

life's boring .

woke up this morning , wash up &walked into the kitchen .
guess what i saw .

i saw this ;


rofl - instead of killing it , i ran back into my room -___-"

currently doing nothing . so bored . help sher with his lengendary skill quest , then slacked around FM - &editing pictures .

oh yea , SS-es from the Valentines day event . GM's character exposed :x
Picture too big , so click the link :P

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was too excited to get my seal cushion so i didnt take ss when they gave it to me lols -

my house is now neat &tidy hurhur . gonna move house soon . &i'll mia :/ -
take a look at my living room .

BEFORE
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AFTER
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much prettier ya ? :DD -
hurhur .

hmm , am feeling a lil tired already .
here's some pictures i edited .


Twin Riyae lols -


Never make a girl angry :x


&you pay this amount of money , to get ..


this bloody pig -.-
&that's 20mil gone kns .
i'll be spending another 50mil soon T__T ~~

&i want to change my look :(

look at this .

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isnt this cute ? :xxx -

alright alrights , im really getting tired uh .
&i needa change blogskin soon . the boxes arent big enough for pictures :(

hmm , maybe chat on the phone with bryan &sher for a while later , then i'll be off to sleep :D

nightsnights all! :DD -

&I♥HIM (:

when i thought i was able to let go , i was wrong . i cant , i just cant . i've fallen too deep for you . yesterday night when you said those things , it hurts . though it was only a short conversation , it still hurts . why do we have to break our close friend relationship just because of her ? yes , i said it's ohkay . but it isnt ohkay at all . not a single bit . i dont want to break it . &never ever wanted . you've hurt me deeply . real deep inside .

i miss those times when we used to hug &kiss each other . those times when we used to hang out &have fun together . you would give in to me &smile at me . &when you're down , i would just sit by the side &listen to you . i find it a joy though at times you would ignore &neglect me , i dont mind . im contented as long as im able to stand by you . &whenever i cry , you would hug me &ask me to stop crying , then give me a kiss to assure me that you'll always be there for me .

you'll always make me smile &you'll always listen to me . i know that period of time is short . but im happy , i really am . i told myself not to fall for you , but i did . &loving you hurts . i dont know if you've ever loved me , i dare not ask &im afraid to know . there are so many questions in my mind left unknown . i wanted to ask , but the thought of her always stops me from asking .

im sure you still remember . those days , those times . the 1st time i cried , the 1st time you kissed me , the 1st time you hugged me . it was all you . i miss you . i really miss you . why do you have to leave me all alone when i needed you the most ? what's with all those promises you made to me ? have you forgotten every single one of it ? if it is meant to be a hoax , then why bother to do so much &giving me hopes ? baby , you're hurting me even more ..

each &everything you said had all been written down in my heart . i remember every single one of it . i'll never forget , what about you ? guess you've forgotten all of it urh ? i dont know what to say or think now . here i am crying &you're there happily ever after with her .

sigh -

baby , i want you back .. T.T

uhh yea , am here to post .
was training with sher for the past few days .
he's finally 100 lols -

life's getting real bored for me .

im getting tired .
really very tired .. really .
i feel like dying -

officially quitted school yesterday .
daddy signed the paper .
am now thinking ,
will i regret or not .
what do i really want .
what's my future plan .

i have none -

god knows what will happen in the near future .
smile's helping me to get a $10/hr job .
:/
&im currently looking for a private school -
shagged ;;

really broke recently .
dont really feel well -
having fever :/ - &some personal problems uh .

sometimes i really wonder if those things were true .
are you hiding your feelings or am i just thinking too much .
i dont know ..

sold my 22 str top for 101mil lols -
currently left with 14mil -
how shag can that be .
i've got 115mil ytd &14mil left today . shags -
dammit .
sigh , bo bian . want earn money , must invest x.x -

bought lots of cheap stuffs today .
but not sure if they're able to sell out .
my overall int is camping in my shop for days &nobody buys it .
lucky me , i bought it for 4mil only lols -

&got a skewer which is like dam useless uh .
gahhh , whatever -

got my hog yesterday .
so friggin' cute can . gonna upgrade to silver mane once i get 50mil f3 -
time to farm meso! poor uh T.T
hurhur -

am in maple playing with pete now .
lols - trying to sit on a chair with hog . cute!
hurrrr , so fun :xxx -

alright will stop here for today .
time for lunch - im hungry .

I dont know why im just so lucky . i always get the good , rich &almost flawless guys as my boyfriend . but we usually end up being seperated .

maybe , he's just too nice for me .
maybe , he's just too perfect .
maybe , im not a good girl .

guess it's always me .

participated in the GM Event today .
won a pair of seal cushion -
effin' cute (:
i gave the blue one to sherman lols .

sher's training like mad .
he should stop at time , seriously x.x "

alvin went bonkers today .
dont know what got into him -
but i think i must say somethings to him ..

Just for you , alvin (:

sorry ya , boy . i thank you for the past few weeks . you're nice . in fact , too nice - too nice for me . im not a nice girl , neither am i a good girlfriend . im a spendthrift who spends like no tomorrow &im a slacker who does nothing but creates trouble .

&i guess it's just not the right time for me to have a relationship uh . i just want to be alone . sorry , but i just want to be alone . alone till things settle down &when i think im mature enough to handle a relationship .

&like you said , riyae's name in delph is bad . &you regret being with me . well , yea , i've said before . you'll regret being with me &you really did .. haas -

so ya , anyway , i'll return you what im suppose to return &wish you all the best , you are able to find someone better (: -

- tian

going back to school later in the morning lols -
gg . im afraid i cant wake up .
life's boring , school's boring .
dammit , how i wish i can just die -
-_____-

&uh , lonely valentine as usual . for a moment in a few weeks back , i thought im gonna have an unforgettable valentine , i was wrong . i didnt expect us to end just 1 day before valentines . that's like so suay la . god's not helping me , he's not helping me , &im not helping myself . im just so not myself these days . just because i read someone's blog . &that someone has got almost the same character as me - &she has got a effin' rich , sweet &understanding bf . -.- phffts , yea yea oh so jealous-ed.

alrights , i'll post some pictures tomorrow after i come back from school .
&uh , i'll be changing my blogskin soon . to something .. black - not really in the valentine mood uh -

for now , it's time for bed .
dammit i just cant fucking get to bed at this point of time -.- it's so friggin EARLY .

Nights (: -

effing bored :(
helping lavi jump his zk quest .
skills gone edi .
keep dropping , dammit .
&lavi is making me laugh like mad on the phone looools -
&his bro is funny as well :xxx

hahah -

thanks lavi's bro for helping me train my noob uh ^^ -
&he knows how to play the guitar! :xxxx -

party with sher darl a while at mong .
kns , i died so many times without charms :(
now im back to 0% T_T

darl is out for dinner ,
where's my dinner :(

shags -

alright , time for some shopping ya .

tatas :D

Tomorrow's valentine .
but i broke off with ahjunjun .

the feeling just doesnt feels right uh .

went out with hongster today .
went sakae for lunch .
then head to queensway find gerald .

went home at 830 -
just reached home not long ago .

im so hungry now .

gah whatever .

- end -

training is boring :(

sobs -

no more cash for shop shop . shags T^T
sighhh -

Just got out of maple -
hurrr xDD -

gacha-ed today!
song leh :D
good items :D
earning big this time xDD !

saw two blackies ytd while slacking around the fm with sher &rou&cai .



that's 50cents &JayZ LOL!
cute arent they ? xD

farmed meso today .
look at my pretty exp -



swee hur :D -

chatting on phone with pete &LAVI -
they are lame please .
playing lots of songs on the phone .
noisy -

sher just went to bed .
&im going to bed soon .

boyfriend just reached home from airport hurhur -
he's falling sick x.x
take care uh boyfriend -

hongster dao-ed me alot today :(
shag!

oh &i scrolled a mystic cane today xD -
tma84 5slots hurr .
heng heng pass 2 30% in a row looools!
&i passed a 30% earring INT too xD -
luck's coming back to me :D -

&mood's changing -
am feeling a lil happy go lucky today ^^ -

heees :D

alright , time for bed .

Oyasuminasai! ^^ -

fucking pissed .
someone just megaed my hp number say i give free sex .
teebye .

boyfriend saw , he mai help .
i kept asking buddies for 2k cash .
it's just fucking TWO DOLLARS .
nobody fucking want to send -

nbcb _l_

im fucking pissed today .

You want play with me ?
come . im always ready to take you on .

Fuckers -

went bunk .
meet boyfriend , hongster &gerald .
then meet gab , bryan , sher &erzi .
then went sakae sushi .

then wanted go movie .
end up i never go .
only sher , erzi , bryan &gab &2 more ppl went .
then we went back bunk .
stayed for a while ,
i took a cab home .

reached home ,
shagged .

nothing to eat ,
nothing to do .

&kuku sammy is defaming me now zomfg T_T!

im leaving this house soon .
dont ask me why or what .
im leaving , that's it .

i had enough -
fucking enough .

no phone , no internet , no money -
so , dont bother to even look for me ya .
cause nobody would be able to find me .

if you think im joking ,
or im seeking attention ,
sorry , think again .

im going off this time , for real .

bye &take care .

just reached home from grandparents' house .
had reunion dinner .

my grandpa &mummy look so sad ..
it's like it'll be the last reunion dinner we'll have .
nobody noticed it , but i do .
that look on my grandpa's face ..
it's like , someone is going to leave us .
felt like crying ,
but i held back my tears .

what a new year .
a brand new year , should have a brand new start .
but mine isnt ..
it got worse instead .

i had this sudden thought of dying .
lols .

sigh -

Unsure .
Untold .
Unknown .
or maybe Untrue .

dont ask me why &what .
cause i dont know either .

fuggg!

i bleed pretty lot today , laaaawls!

eh dammit la .
i feel so demoralised .
i npc-ed all my stuffs except my pyogo today .
hahahaha!
i went crazy .

lawls!

feel like stopping maple .
go out get a job .
&clear my debts .

&dammit , i cant stay focus .
gahhh , i need to get a life already .
x____x

slacked around in maple with sher ytd night lols .
&this afternoon , i boom my musashi looools .
me &sher ji tao ki siao .
keep HAHAHA-ing .

suppose to train at 2 - 10 today .
but im out of cash , no pots &no EQs .
i dont know how to train :((

i think im having PMS recently .
i mean seriously .
o___o what's with my attitude -

~____~"

gahhh .
IT'S 7AM IN THE MORNING!
im done with my blogskin .
so how does it look ?
too pink ? too simple ? too plain ?
x___X usual comments i guess .

i stayed up the whole night just to finish that bloody picture up there .
it has got so many layers @#$%#$!@#$!!!
&it took me dam long to draw that few hearts as well .
PURE HAND DRAWN ALRIGHTS!
no photoshop brushes used! >;[ -

gawd , im so friggin tired now .
chatting with haruru on msn .
hmm , im off to bed in a while uh .

alrights , Oyasumi again .

It's 3am &im here blogging lols .
Just chatted quite a lil with ahjunjun .
dont know what got into me .
i think i made him cry .. :/
&yea , i cried uh .

girls' tears are precious alrights ,
so memories .. stop hurting us .

im dam emo these days &it suck .
i mean seriously , i really dont know what go into me .
i would just start blabbering rubbish &get emo out of the blue .
kns!

so how's my blog o___o
pink is the new trend now ohkay!
it's valentines! >;D -

added songs too .
auto play , shuffled .
11 different songs by YUI (: -

&uh yes . i needa go back to school later .
gotta settle some things there uh .
whether to stay , or to leave .
had plans , told mummy about it .
she asked me to go school &consult my teachers .
so .. oh well , make a trip back . no harm ya ?

alrights , i'll get my blogskin changed real soon .
(: -

off to continue my "Bamboo Blade" hahaha!

Oyasuminasai mina-san .

aint this cute ? look at my ears .
i want that as an ear accessory , maple release it please please please :(


&hah! that two noobs .
ahjunjun &ahtiantian -

just logged out of maple .
everyday chiong chiong chiong , got kinda bored of it already .
f3 f3 . 135 now . 5 more lvls to 140 :(( -

boyfriend is feeling guilty for making me sad when he didnt o___o
i kept tell him he didnt , he dont believe .
doooots!

eh im dam bored now .

me &hongster was discussing in maple , what job should we get .
hmmm , 15 years old kids here looking for job .
intro please!!

alrights , i've nothing much to say already .
byebye :D

off for some animes ;D

HAHAHAHAH!
ilovealvin . ilovealvin . ilovealvin!! 8DDD -

im dam high today , lawls! :xxx -
went out with boyfriend , hongster , superwhite , gerald , erzi &gerald's friend today .
fun fun fun! teeheee xDDD -

boyfriend is as sweet as ever ;DDD -
that's why he's my boyfriend .
he shouted in the middle of the bunk , RIYAE I LOVE YOU! omg :xxxx
i was so shy pl0x , lawls!

hmm , went marinaaaaa .
something scary happened .
alright , dont want to talk about it .
skip that part .
wanted to go there bbq / steamboat .
in the end , closed down already f3 .
boyfriend say next time go for international buffet x33 !!
ilovebuffets! :x

met hongster at westmall today .
then went str8 to lot 1 .
im dam broke today la , wahlao!
then we camwhore thruout .
from the toilet , to neoprint machines in the arcade >___>"
after that meet boyfriend at gombak .
erzi called &say he got tai ji .
&i saw nie in the train LOL!
ohkay then we waited .
then meet gerald &his friend that two tooots .
met them luh , went down bunk &wait for erzi .
waited &waited , got bored so went to plaza sing walk walk .

walked the basement &shop shop a lil .
got bored .
so we went to 3rd floor of ps &slacked .
ma chaim some crazy people like that .
at there , shouting , screaming &laughing away .
had lotsa fun :xxx -
then erzi finally called saying he's reaching already .
woooo , then we walked to mrt &meet erzi .
then went off to marina xDD -

after marina , we went back to bunk &had pepper lunch -
boyfriend hates corn &dao ghey!
eeee :x -
after dinner at pepper lunch , we went back to bunk -
kns! saw that fwarking joseph there .
he say want slap me ,
in the end i go stand in front of him &dare him ,
he hum . dont dare do anything to me .
i ji tao shout at him say , boys slap girls nb xia suay .
went home after what boyfriend did at bunk f3 .
AHAHAH! i just cant stop smiling away :xxxx -

boyfriend sent me home! :) -
im so in love with my boyfriend .
i love my boyfriend .
&my boyfriend is alvin ker jia jun! :D -

&&&i gave boyfriend a love bite today :xxx -
rofl! &i kissed hongster!
&&&i♥ALVIN&HONGSTER!
HAHAHHAA - :DDD

hmm , what else should i blog about .
alright , actually nothing much :xx -

post some pictures that i've took today .
lazy post them 1 by 1 , so it's all joined tgt in thumbnail LOL .
have fun viewing :xxxx -



ohkay , off to shower then train , then sleep! :DDD -
Oyasumi!