I dont know why im just so lucky . i always get the good , rich &almost flawless guys as my boyfriend . but we usually end up being seperated .

maybe , he's just too nice for me .
maybe , he's just too perfect .
maybe , im not a good girl .

guess it's always me .

participated in the GM Event today .
won a pair of seal cushion -
effin' cute (:
i gave the blue one to sherman lols .

sher's training like mad .
he should stop at time , seriously x.x "

alvin went bonkers today .
dont know what got into him -
but i think i must say somethings to him ..

Just for you , alvin (:

sorry ya , boy . i thank you for the past few weeks . you're nice . in fact , too nice - too nice for me . im not a nice girl , neither am i a good girlfriend . im a spendthrift who spends like no tomorrow &im a slacker who does nothing but creates trouble .

&i guess it's just not the right time for me to have a relationship uh . i just want to be alone . sorry , but i just want to be alone . alone till things settle down &when i think im mature enough to handle a relationship .

&like you said , riyae's name in delph is bad . &you regret being with me . well , yea , i've said before . you'll regret being with me &you really did .. haas -

so ya , anyway , i'll return you what im suppose to return &wish you all the best , you are able to find someone better (: -

- tian

going back to school later in the morning lols -
gg . im afraid i cant wake up .
life's boring , school's boring .
dammit , how i wish i can just die -
-_____-

&uh , lonely valentine as usual . for a moment in a few weeks back , i thought im gonna have an unforgettable valentine , i was wrong . i didnt expect us to end just 1 day before valentines . that's like so suay la . god's not helping me , he's not helping me , &im not helping myself . im just so not myself these days . just because i read someone's blog . &that someone has got almost the same character as me - &she has got a effin' rich , sweet &understanding bf . -.- phffts , yea yea oh so jealous-ed.

alrights , i'll post some pictures tomorrow after i come back from school .
&uh , i'll be changing my blogskin soon . to something .. black - not really in the valentine mood uh -

for now , it's time for bed .
dammit i just cant fucking get to bed at this point of time -.- it's so friggin EARLY .

Nights (: -